Changes, as what they say, is constant to this world...

Every single day I enter our "oven university" all I ever think about is how different the environment is. I've come t0 realize that not only the environment and the people around me are different. I am the most different of all. I Everyday I feel that I am not living myself. I am the exact opposite of the Kathreen I used to be. And I hate that fact, I hate to be that way. Why did I say such things? Not like before, I am one of the most quiet people in the room. I remember all my earth shattering laughter in the rooms of high school. VERY VERY UNLIKE before, I always am the first one to finish that stinking math- I remember every PTC when I want to cry because of my pencil-written-line-of-seven. I've also noticed how alone I am during vacant periods. My companions were only my dying earphones and my hanging cellphone. My bounty friends where are you? I am starting to think that I have a personality problem. Good thing I am starting to develop friendship(companionship) with two to three people. Negative things are starting to build towers in my brain. Event though I know, I'm still a freshie and it's just the start of classes, I am already starting to worry. Why? Well just because my present classmates got so comfortable with each other in just a short period of time while I am a bit too awkward towards them. ANd all the gms of my high school friends, mirror how happy they are while I am stressed everyday thinking how I can survive the day.

I know I must not be too negative. Hey, I have my beloved housemates who make me laugh everyday!!

A bad start doesn't always mean a bad ending right??